I remember when I was in the secondary school, I used to devise plans and presents and think of ways to make someone's birthday memorable! I used to love the look on my friends/fats face when I planned something specially for them...

Now that I'm growing older, it seems that the inertia is growing too....
I don't know... Lately, I feel that im "forced"into doing presents for people and I don't feel genuine anymore. It seems as if I have to do up a present because it's someone's birthday and not because I genuinely want to make someone's day. Somehow, only certain kind of friends creates a certain impulse in me to think of some things for them. And recently, I think I have lost most of my impulse to do something for my friends and fats. I only have a slight impulse to do for one or two friends.

I miss that kind of impulse and feeling. I think I still have the genuine impulse to make people happy but I lost the impulse to make a birthday memorable :(

I want to get the impulse back.

Okay just my random thought before bedtime.

Anyway dearest if you are reading this, I wna give a special shout out to you for all the encouragement you gave me these days throughout the job searching process. I finally got a job! Your concern towards me is always so genuine and I love you! Gives you a million kisses virtually and Jiayou for your dental job! Love you and meet up soon! <3

Okay goodnight peeps! Have a happy weekend

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